tears are words the heart can't say..

Assalamualaikum.

Recently, there were too much things that happened to me. 

And until one stage, i realized that i was pretended to be strong enough for the others when i was not. Its really hurt to keep the pain alone with no one else to wipe the flowing tears. I just don't know how to express and to tell it. Yes! Maybe i have told a few friends, but i was keeping the pain inside. Not letting the others know, was most comfortable for me. However, the only thing i can do right now is to let the tears flow. To let the pain go with the tears. 

Because 

And whatever it is, i preferred to be like this.

With positive mind that, 

And yes, i hope it will make myself stronger to face the future. Indeed.

Thanks for reading my 'luahan hati'.

Prevention is better than addicting..

 Assalamualaikum..

Currently, i have been infected with EXO virus, which leads me to an addiction.

Addiction? 

yupp! akulah tu yang addict nak tengok and nak dengar semua benda yang ada kaitan dengan dorang. worse than before, when i was inspirit. But hey, i am still unofficially inspirit, even not much into them recently.

Just one word : parah.

This addiction, buat aku macam orang hilang akal. Tersenyum sorang2 tengok gambar yang aku tampal kat dinding bilik depan meja study nih. hahaha.

And this addiction also, buat aku sentiasa nak dengar lagu2 dorang. I could listening to the same track 4 times in 5 hours. Non-stop repeating. Unbelievable! huhu.

Seriously, i'm telling ya, if you don't want to be trap in this world, don't even try to take the first step. Someone told me, prevention is better than curing. 

Tak nampak, tak suka. Tak tengok, tak addict. 

love the one with rainbow coloured hair the most

*waiting for their teaser, mcm menunggu buah tak gugur*

Thanks for reading ^^

nonsense talk in the evening...

Assalamualaikum...

Sedar tak sedar dah masuk tahun 2014. so, i would like to wish you a Happy New Year and i hope Allah will bring all the happiness to your life this year. Eventhough it is quite late, but please accept my greeting. heee.

Sedar tak sedar jugak, umor meningkat setapak lagi. Mendaki lagi satu nak tangga menuju ke arah puncak kematangan.The question is, would i be mature this year? ahahaha. Well, i guess the answer would be 'NOT'. Thanks to the maturity, but i am not ready to forget my happiness when i am in unmature state. krikkrikkrik ;p

Actually, i was intend to update my blog awal tahun haritu, tapi masa mencemburui, oleh itu dia tak mengizinkan. heee. Soo, here i am today updating some cliche and bored story for you. Harini hari pertama kuliah untuk semester dua tahun akhir. Pejam celik pejam celik dah nak habis degree. See! Sape cakap 3 tahun tu satu tempoh masa yang lama. Rasanye mcam semalam je mendaftar masuk UKM. huhuhu. I am sooo gonna miss this moment like crazy. Especially the one that has created them with me. *oh dear, my eyes teared up*

This semester was an important semester of all. Sebab the fyp is coming up. The tremendous busyness will soon meet me at the corner. Actually it has met me in my semester break. Tak cukup tanah nak berjalan wa cakap sama lu. Penat bukan kemain. The tiredness bertambah sebab berulang alik dari rumah ke UKM naik komuter setiap weekdays untuk masuk lab buat experiment. Pagi pukul 7 dah keluar rumah, balik malam. pukul 8 baru sampai rumah. Seriously, life rasa macam orang bekerja je gamaknya. pffft~~ But, this suffer and sacrifice will soon end up after i pass 'viva the killers'. ahahaha. Haru betul bunyi. Okeyy, i am seriously hope that my fyp akan end up dengan jayanya dengan mendapat hasil experiment yang dikehendaki dan membentangkannya dengan penuh yakin. amin~~ Please do pray for me. :D

Thats all..
Thanks for reading my cliche and boring story..
Hope we'll meet again ^^